hey everyone.

sorry i haven't blogged for a few days. i have no time to blog and plus i have no life so i can't talk about anything. anyways lets see what happened in these past few days...

just to let you guys know i'm not with Jarryd anymore i'm going out with a new dude named Jeff. Jarryd and i sorta didn't really have that connection anymore and plus i felt like our relationship was going down. Most of you guys know that Jarryd is in a band and when you're in a band and have a girlfriend at the same time its really hard so yeah. now he don't have to worry about my ass anymore. all he has to worry about is band. thats all. he'll find someone better than me.

well. i guess from this point on i'm gonna stop bloggin. (sighs) sorry to all of you who come here to read the shit that goes on in my life. you guys just might find me somewhere else. so yeah.

bye you guys. take care. (sighs in sadness)

i'm currently watching "looney toons" on obviously the cartoon network channel. theres nothing else to watch at this time so i just decided to watch that.

deng, my parents seem to be soo busy today and once again i'm just left at home with nothing to do. wheres 'ahem?' i know Jarryd is at Justin (words unspokens lead singer)'s house for some garage sale. he left early this morning. so i didn't get the chance to talk to him. so i guess i'll just talk to him later today.

well. i didn't really get any sleep last night because i had some company on the phone. i didn't get off the phone with 'my friend' until like 2:10a.m., and i couldn't really get to sleep because i had a lot of stuff in my mind. i had to find a way to break something down to someone. this is not gonna be easy so i need to think. (sighs)

this situation is sorta personal thats why i'm not gonna say much more about this. its only between me and 'my friend' and it cannot get out to everyone.

i can't believe i'm not sleepy at all. i mean i got a little bit of sleep but not like the usual. i only got like 3 or 4 hours of sleep and then i woke up at 9:18 from my mom because she was looking for the white cordless phone. for some reason =/

well. i made a new friend yesterday from my cousin (RJ) up in colorado. his name is Ralph and he's 16 turning 17 in august. i never knew after all this time he was being serious but i swear he cracked me up like every other minutes. haha. it was good meeting you Ralph. haha! you're a good person to turn to when someone is down. oh and thanks for the help and advice even though i didn't really pay attention haha.!

well i'm gonna go for now. i'll be back later tonight. so yeah. good bye.

lets see what there is to talk about? my grades! (smilez). well, my school sent out our grades because you know how some kids don't show their parents so yeah they just sent them to our homes. i got scared when i got them but i got permission from my dad if i could open it and he said "yeah go head!" so i did. this sucks. i got some getto ass grades. =(

well here are my grades for the last grading period for my eighth grade year.

ugh. see my grades suck for the last semester. i wanna cry =( my grades for the last six weeks of school was better than the ones i got for my report card. here check it out.

argh. i'm soo angry in myself. see how much better those grades were than the ones i have right now. i just gotta do better in algebra. thats all. then i'll have straight A's (hopefully)

well i'm gonna go for now. i just wanted to mention that. so good bye

lets see. how my day is going so far. good (i guess)? well the first time i woke up was before my dad left. my dad actually woke me up just to let me know that he left 10 bux for me on the refrigerator but, when i went downstairs i saw 20. probably my mom exchanged it. she said last night she would give me 5 bux so it would make 15 but i guess she added another 5. i remember after my dad telling me he left money for me i reached up like a zombie and gave my dad a hug before he left for work. then from that point on i went back to bed.

then the second time i woke up was around 9:00. i got a call from my cellular phone but it was my mom's doctor telling me to tell my mom something. eh... i just hope i remember to tell my mom what she said. =/ then i went back to sleep.

then the third time i woke up was around 10:30. from mary jane's call. she just asked me if i was gonna be able to go with her to take pictures for her birthday. but i said "i don't know because i'm broke" (don't ask about my 20 thats not my money thats my parents). and we talked about taking voice lessons together. so yeah. then after like 15-25 minutes we got off the phone. and like yeah. but from that point on i never did go back to sleep.

i should keep the home phone and the cellular phone right next to my bed so i don't need to keep on getting up out of my bed.

well. i'm gonna go for now. dude. whats up? Jarryd and i don't seem to be talking that much. ahh... whats happening? =( well i'm gonna go for now. so bye. be back later tonight.

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what the freak? i thought i had no more days remaining but i guess xanga gave me a few more days to have xanga premium *wink wink* i'm special. (laughs) just kidding. everyone is special in their own special ways.

gosh. my buddy list seems soo dull and lonely. where's everyone? (scratches head). well, one reason is. lynor was stupid, she accidently forgot to save her buddylist when she accidently deleted it. see how stupid lynor could be. sometimes this girl does not think at all.!

well, nothing really happened today or nothing happened at all. all i did was just stay home, play with the computer and clean the house. the only thing different is that kevin locsin called me to ask for ateh anthonica's number. so i dug through all the letters i've gotten through these past years and i finally found her letter with her number on it. so i gave it to him. but he said it was wrong because he knew that she changed her number. long time no talk to kevin. i didn't know who it was at first until i finally asked.

also, i talked to jeff (Jarryd's friend) on the phone. he needed help with something so i had to help him. i made jeff laugh with my non-stop gigglez. hah now i know for sure that i can make almost everyone laugh. (laughs). jeff kept saying "deng, dis gurl!" because i kept on laughing. at the same time he talked to me online when he could've just talked to me on the phone. stupid jeff. (lol.)

well yeah, thats just about it. my day today was lame. but tomorrow it isn't. marianne wants me to go out with her somewhere tomorrow. so yeah. its gonna be another fun day with marianne, her sister and ramon. i wanted to go to "spanish landing" but marianne didn't wanna go somewhere where there was water because she knew that if i got too hyper i would wet her. (which is really true) so yeah. i guess we're not going there. she wants to go to the movies again so i guess we're gonna go. we're gonna go watch "2 fast 2 furious" she wanted to watch "the hulk" but i said i wanted to watch that with my dad since my daddy wanted to watch it. so i'll be saving "the hulk" for my daddy. geez, i've been out like how many times this week. but its all worth it. i enjoy spending my time with marianne, her sister and ramon.

well. i'm just gonna go for now. deng, people come online! i won't be back until tomorrow. so good night!